&now this girl is legal :]
oh gosh and golly gee.
i've been waiting for this for too long.

so, has anyone seen that commercial for discover cards with the scissors? that commercial always makes me smile.

california only has one season. i want it to be fall :[ fall is my favorite. i love sweaters and scarves and rainboots. and i love changing leaves. fall has now become skirts and short sleeves and flipflops. i make my own seasons. i wear long sleeves and tights even when it's 70 degrees out. i want my fall damnit. i'll make my own fall :] but only on some days. the rest of the days i have to conform so i don't burn to death. oh washington, how i miss you.

dear washington,
i bid you adeu.


washingtonians,
maya mozon has just left the building.


goodbye kids =[
keepintouch yahear?

♥

i'm sick.
&&i have no voice

boca burgers are love.
red robin whiskey river bbq burger with a boca patty are hot sex.
especially with a bajillion fries =]

gah i'm such a fatty.
oh well.
you love it.

I should be doing my UW application seeing as it is due in almost 3 hours and i have yet to write a single essay.

Anyways,
I have a wonderful sense of accompishment. Almost to my goal number 1. Hell yes

I dont like school.

 

( treennnnnnd. )

this is bullshit
this is bullshit
this is bullshit
this is bullshit
this is bullshit
this is bullshit
doing fucking cry
this is bullshit
this is bullshit
this is bullshit
this is bullshit
this is bullshit
dont let it affect you
this is bullshit
this is bullshit
this is bullshit
this is bullshit
this is bullshit
this is bullshit
this is bullthit

the word "friend" doesnt mean shit to me.

hey guess what?
i don't like mean bitches.
and if you're a mean bitch, then i wont like you. because thats the way i am. i cant stand mean bitches, and they piss me off. i know i can be mean, but im just playing around. im talking about real, true mean bitchiness. i dont like it, and i wont put up with it.

on another note. i got my graduation stuff and ordered my cap and gown. oh man... im growing up. waaay too fast if you ask me. way too freaking fast. i need time to stop and catch my breath. to reflect on all thats going on and flashing by me so quickly. i want more time to make memories. i want more time to do everything that ive wanted to do in high school. i want more time to make more friends, to get back other friends. i want more time to make sure i have the RIGHT regrets. i just want more time. this is happening way too fast. its just so hard to fathom that after this year, everyone is going to go off and do their own thing and be wonderful successful people and i may never see most of them again. that's just so crazy to think about. just... wow.

and this entry will have to last you people another month most likely =)


P.S. RENT is coming out in 15 days. OMG im so excited.

001. reply with your name and i'll respond with something random about you.
002. i'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
003. i'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
004. i'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.*
005. i'll tell you my first memory of you.
006. i'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
007. i'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
008. if i do this for you, you must post this on your journal. you must. it is written

look michelle. im updating for you.

haha notice i only update when people tell me to.
i do love michelles kitty. it loves me too

oh crap. i have to go get my cat inside.

anyways, ive been really busy lately doing worky/guardy/dancy stuff. i finally got a break today and im in so much pain its not even cool. my stupid scolliosis is getting worse and it makes my back unhappy. i need to get to a doctor but im afraid theyll want to give me a brace and i DONT want one of those. ew.

steve ((aka amanda)) and mizaury ((aka maury)) came over today to do guardy things. hah yeah too bad we didnt do much of that. but we DID go on a berry picking adventure. and ginger followed us. haha running into the street to run in front of cars so they wouldn't hit ginger. gosh that cat. why do i love it? it hates me. oh well.

"your wallet is so tiny. its because you dont have much money"
"just rub your hands in the cement. its the same as that salt scrub stuff"
"... and then we went to sleep."
"... and then we exchanged meaningful glances"
great times. great times.

then michelle came over. and she brought her kitten. and i saw michelles "parking space". haha im so jealous of it. and the special fence she has "in" it. and there are random bunnies at her house. what the crap with this random animals? then we came back to my home. and me and michelle streaked wonderfully around my backyard. somehow we always end up with less clothes on that we started with whenever we go in my backyard. haha i think it just has that effect.

wow. this ended up being longer than i expected. yay!

HI AMANDA! LOOK IM UPDATING! SO... BE HAPPY!

okay. i have a job at aeropostale. yay for money =D and um. well thats about it.
i dont feel like typing. so i dont think i will.

im off to work from 5-10. talk to you losers later

so, michelle was talking to some guy today and they were looking through the yearbook. michelle pointed me out and he was like "she'd be hott if she wasn't black" eh.

guh im SO tired. i need sleep. but i dont have time for sleep. TOO MUCH to do. why do these last few days of school have to be so freakin stressful? omfg. im going to die.

seniors... ill miss you =( is anyone having any graduation parties or anything? id like to come if anyone would like me there.. oh, and i need to somehow track you all down and make you sign my yearbook. haha.

ive decided that i like my lj now. because i made it pretty. woot pretty.

i had the most wonderful dream last night that i won a CAT award. it made me so happy. i know its not going to happen, but it would be nice. =)

in other news, im addicted to the Phantom of the Opera and all of its music. how exciting.

i need to study for the SATs. i have a week left... and i have gotten nothing done =/ oh damn. ok well off to study. then to clean stuff... then to dance. after that, to practice rifley stuff with lisa. because shes like.. super rifle girl.

i've had this thing for... a year and a few days. and i've only made 30 posts. haha. that makes me laugh a bit.

i still have over 2 minutes to choreograph for my dance that i have to have judged tomorrow. i dont know what im going to do. 2 minutes might not seem like a lot, but, to make choreography for it... its alot. guh. must go choreographize.

so, im in lake chelan. dandy. except not. i want to go home, because id rather spend spring break with my friends than with my family. is that bad? hehe. woah, actually updating this and writing something... not stupid. that's interesting i suppose. so i found out today from the vet that my cat has schizo cat something or other. thats why it goes crazy and attacks you after you've been sitting there petting it and its being all happy. haha. i have a crazy cat. mis padres dice que it gets it from me. thats not true.

 

( stolen from barbie. aka amanda )

*sigh* i need to dance. =(

So um, tell me what you think about me. in an anonymous comment.

DO IT BITCHES! ((that was me trying to be ganksta. damn it))

dear children.

i have nothing to say to you. so shut up. baha. i dont ever update this thing. i have nothing to say. i have a headache and umm... well there you go.

( just because i can )

so.. im a monkey pig. yipee.

im sleepy. chelle asked me to update. so i am. but i have nothing to say. im falling asleep as i sit here. how pathetic.

ah freaking cough. wont go away. perhaps it will kill me? hah thatd be silly.

ahh random thought!!!! people should come see snow white. its april 2nd and 3rd. brem. high school. i dono the times. but... thats alright. ok bye.

so, amanda would enjoy it if i updated. so i shall. ok people, guess what? I GOT MY LICENSE! WEEEE!!! ah im so happy. friday i find out im student of the month and i get a parking space in front of the school for a month, so today i go and get my license! yipidy skipidy do.

ice solves all your problems. i will put up my childrens book later. as of now, i want to sleep. good night children

psssssss. stay away from amanda. she has TSS. THE CONTAGIOUS KIND!

you know, i really do enjoy that girl they call amanda. she's pretty dandy. TAMPONS OF DEATH! weeeheeeheee. she makes me giggle. and i make her giggle. so its just freaking DANDY. haha.

so um.. im a dancer. YAY.

( oh, and im a trend whore. so here we go. )

and you had BETTER freaking do it.

1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open the book to page 23.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the sentence in your journal...along with these instructions.

Signs and wonders both large and small did sometimes make transit from that world to our own.

woo that one was pretty cool.. 20 points to whoever can guess wut its from!
--hint:: it was made into a movie over the summer with Nicole Kidman--

riding in cars around silverdale doing naughty things is quite fun ^_^

( pick me! )

i love pie

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^^ heh i dont get it either... ^^

hah im sitting here looking at pink caskets. im so excited. they actually have pink caskets. hahahaha. theyre so pretty.. just makes u wanna die. cept not. ok so here's the one i decided i want



i printed out a picture of it.. and im going to carry it everywhere with me. so if i die, then people will know what kind of casket i want ^_^ yay

ive decided not to tell anyone anything anymore. all it does is backfire. and i get my feelings hurt. i get called names for doing what they ask me to.. they ask whats wrong and i tell them.. and then i get called names. what kind of messed up logic is that? oh well. im going to save myself some hurt. noone will know how i really feel anymore. the end.

me too.. trend whore. weeee

Post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want, just so long as it happened.

i doubt if anyone will post. but.. hey.. i dont care

=(

</3 me..

The Masochist

im told that is true...

someone kill me. please. ill pay you

Chelley is attacking Maya's journal. Maya's keyboard hates Chelley.


Oreo is in Maya's house. Yes he is. So am I. YAAAAAAAAY. Except not that much yay. Oreo is Maya's cat. Yes he is.

"Michelle, black person coming up behind you."

i just realized why i dont ever update this lil thingy


it is because...

*dramatic music*

>>>>>>>>>*continuing dramatic music*

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>*even more annoying dramatic sort of music*

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>*seemingly ending to the dramatic music*

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>*ending fake, music continues*

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>*MUSICCC*

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>*music finally dies*









*silence*










*long overdrawn dramatic silence following the long overdrawn dramatic music*









*someone coughs, silence is broken*





MY LAYOUT SUX!!!!

tee hee....

hello.

update.

why?

ok.

bye.

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im so confused. i dont know what to do or who to trust.

golly gee whiz... i never use this thing

lyke.. ever... nope

i think i shall steal kelli's idea that she did in her last entry... ((stealing on the internet isnt the same kind of diana stealing... mwahaha))

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hmm... i just kinna talked to michelle.. well.. she talked ((or rather typed)) and... i was scared... me thinks she is high... sniffing things.. wow... yah.. ok...

well 2dai was the bremerton armed froces parade... it was for the most part fun... but i got realli pissed at times... haha

sooo this mornin we had 2 b @ CK by 7:45... guess who was late?? haha... yup urs truely... n then we rode the busses 2 bremerton n yah.. it was realli realli cold, but we had 2 take off our jackets to stand around in the cold that pissed me off... big time... but yah... so it was cold n we all tried 2 keep each other warm... thanx 2 my favorite michelle for keepin me all warm n thanx 2 my dear julia for tryin... even tho u got yelled at well.. there were sum ppl frum fairview playin "yeah" and sum guy was in the middle of the drums n stuff dancin so we went over n watched... it was purdy tyte... then we tried 2 get randy to go in and dance but he wouldnt but the guy who was dancin made fun of him... then they had a beat-boxin contest n they strait dogged randy... i was sad.. i was gunna go in there n spit sumthin 2 get him back but i was chicken.. hehe... then the dance team played "ride that pony" and sum fairview n oly ppl came over n played n it was all fun... yay.. and then we played jigallo... yah... so we got warmed up.. hehe

durin tha parade i did pretty good till mrs. fairweather kept sayin stuff 2 me and then i got distracted and messed up... buuut... w/e.. my dad was actin all hyper wen we passed him and made tisha mess up... buuut yah...

well im tired.. i hope i can go c mean girls with lauren then spend the nite... we can watch gothika... adios!!!

~mAyA~

for some reason, lately i havent been able to feel anything. im completely numb to everything that is going on and i want to be able to feel again. so much stuff happens and i just kind of let myself be dragged along, not really noticing anything, or truly understanding what is going on. for example, wen wen went to wenatchee, i wasnt excited or happy or sad or ne thing. i was just kind of there. it didnt affect me at all when stuff was going on. it's like, physically im there. but the real me is somewhere in the background watching what is going on and not giving a shit. i want to be able to feel again. i want to feel happiness i want to get excited. i want to feel sadness i want to feel pain. i just want to feel ANYTHING. ahhhh i hate this feeling. and i think i know why i have it. and i kno exactly what i can do, to be able to feel again. but i dont want to do it. it isnt healthy, but, it helps. and... ugggh.. ive been doin so good. and i dont wanna screw that up. I JUST WANT TO FEEL DAMNIT!!! is that so wrong??

i want to feel, to know, im alive.

i done shanyns hair.. $10 in quarters is wat i be owed.... yes yes... i lyke candy... not realli.. kai...

 

( part 3... ne1 wanna read it?? )</span>

goin 2 parade... yay...

Today was really great.
I got out of bed really late because my alarm clock has broken and I cannot afford a new one at the moment.

I feel sad, because Sarah and Britney are complete bitches. They told everyone I have an STD, just because I slept with both of their boyfriends on Saturday night.

I'm so happy. I just found out that I have been accepted into Harvard. And Yale. I don't know which to choose... oh, why is life so hard sometimes?

Last night I had to shave my entire body. Apparently, the lice that I caught from Amanda's friend are really hard to get rid of. I look quite strange with no hair and eyebrows. I'd post pictures, but my webcam is broken.

I want to tell the world that I love you all! You're all so special to me!

I am updating this journal for the first time in ages, because I've been in prison.

Today, I got a digital camera! Yes! I'm so ugly. Don't look at my photos pleeeeeze.

I want to say thanks to the world for absolutely fucking nothing! You all suck. I feel so alone, no one ever reads this journal, or even comments to let me know that I'm not suffering alone. It's cold here, and I want to die, but I cannot figure out how many of you to take with me when I go.

I went to the doctor yesterday, and he said I have a terrible skin disease which prevents me from coming into contact with other human beings. And bipolar disorder.

You should all do this quiz! It's amazingly accurate. You just put in your name and birthday, and it will tell you you're a moron.

aahh this thingy is great... tee hee hee.. u all should try it...

That's enough for now. But I'll leave you with some naked photos of myself. (Not safe for work - teehee).

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hmmm... i found this story... written by sum random person.. n itz REALLY WONDERFULLY GOOD!!!!!

http://webpages.charter.net/richardd626/love.htm

it made me all happy n sad... warning... itz hecka long tho...

 

( my storiez... they suck.. but w/e )</font>

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hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.............hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.................hhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..................

spandex is tyte lyke woah
spandex is my buddi
she has gas
smellly.... x\

k

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...............hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm................

fabric softener!!! yes....

why do i have a livejournal???? i do not kno... i have a zzanga... and itz much kewler...
you should visit it... www.xanga.com/queen_of_the_monkeyz

well.... spandex said 2 get one... so i did...

k... bye

~mAyA~